heartstrings

Today I have gotten at least three emails from Rainbow Kids re: waiting child of interest.
Mayra frequently insists that she would like a baby sister, but I am completely at a wall when it comes to going back "in process," I just don't have it in me right now to deal with another home study. I wonder what my real block is, it's not like it was that hard, I just can't stand the though of paper chasing, and getting fingerprinted, and being investigated and evaluated.
Truthfully, I really just can't afford the cost of another adoption, let alone the expenses involved with a second child.
Mayra really thinks she wants a sister though. I think that is part of why she wants so many pets, if she can't have siblings, then she wants to adopt every animal she sees.